Running Scared.

My heads pounding harder
Than the pounding of my heart
My hearts racing faster than my feet
I try to say what i feel
But there's nothing
So i cant speak
I run, and i don't look back
I'm running from something

I'm running from nothing.

It takes me back, to where i belong.

with words that would melt a mountain,

that made tears so deep you'd drown in
nothings real anymore
no ones real, i'm walking around
with people that arnt really here
Everything echoes, the wind wispers
And no one flinches from the loud sounds
I'm living in a ghost town

build it up
just to watch it fall back down
build a smile on your face
just to watch it be replaced
by a frown
coz this town
is too empty to care

I should no by now
hope has lost all meaning
it builds till its leaning to one side
only to crash and watch it slide
slide from your hands
so far out of your reach
Its left you with
your head in your hands
resting on your knees

lookign up at nothing
no ones around
shouting at someone
about something that
should of, but never happened
for every someone that should of heard
No one did.

Eleven Past Eleven.

I'm Tajana|Empty|determined.
Numb| impatient|cold.
I dont care.

Dont Bother, I'll only waste your time.

I feel like i'm wandering helplessly through empty streets
bumping into people that look like air filled skin coloured sheets
murmering empty applogies and contintuing with there empty ways
to their empty homes, to live there empty lives, and live out there empty days.
staring after the bluurs of inflated air
i tripp over cracks in the path ways
and lose my way,
where was i going?
well in the first place, i couldnt really say.